Mouse said:
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there is no "pass go collect $200" option with therapy
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I beg to differ. Only T gets that option, not me.
((Pachy)) The problem for me is that I don't feel like killing any others.
earthmama:
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it scares me when T gets scared about how I am feeling.
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Well, yeah, because it brings up all the unsafe times the child within endured without parental protection. I have to keep reminding myself of this. I actually called him this morning and left a message with a few things, among them the fact that I was sorry he had to go to my ugly place, that I knew it couldn't feel good at all. I mean, he was so there with me yesterday, he must not want to be with me anymore.
Sannah:
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So your feelings of anger might be what is weighing you down? Do you feel that you can express your anger to your therapist?
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Well, that's a good way to put it. It could be the anger that feels so heavy. But it does not feel as though it is a question of whether or not I can express it to T. I don't really FEEL anger. I'm venturing out on a limb that it's there. I FEEL lost, confused, sad, self loathing, etc., etc. but I don't FEEL angry. I feel all these other things and then I feel so weighed down/almost dead.
Thanks everyone.
