Hello and I`m sorry to read of your loss. I do know of the feelings you are talking about...My son 18 died on Aug 29th last month. I am still in blurr at the moment..He struggled with issues that I could not help with and I will not know the cause for another month or more while I await tests from autopsy.... My mind keeps questioning everything. I have several scenarios of what could be,but, have to wait and hope for answers.
I am planning to go to support group for parents who lose child...they have website.you can pm me for the site since I`m not allowed to post it yet. I was told they are throughout the country..hope it will help you.
I have had other losses in my life,but,this is different. My feelings are past tears...dont even know how to describe...
Forums sure do help with a lot of sorting of feelings,coping and just being able to share. I have learned this for the past 3+ years of dealing with other neurological issues continuing to effect my life.
I hope you can find strength to keep going..I know it `s very difficult..one minute at a time.
Thank you for your post...
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