Thank you very much, all, I really appreciate it... I feel like this is more than procrastination, though. Katie, I think you have an excellent idea, only I can't drive, so when I get home, that's it... I'm home. I can't get out to the library. In college I can and will go there to study/work, but for now I am somewhat limited.

Sky--wonderful, wonderful advice! Problem is, I can't even seem to get to the point of organizing my work, my aversion to it is so powerful.

Maybe I'm just making up excuses and giving this thing power over me... but I will be getting back the results of some tests I took a while back about my learning abilities soon, and hopefully that will help.