alikat,

you don't have to delve into Pandora's box right now. you said you have a good therapist and if they were helpful in getting you to where you were before these latest stressors then I believe this T will be right there for you again through this next phase.

I'd be scared too after so many years! You all are wise to leave some things alone to take care of the body. I like the idea that you are able to work with Others. That helps so much. A lot of people here don't yet have that inner ability.

Take care. Use the resources available to you all. You've gotten through a lot of this work before so you can again. There are folks here who will understand or at least offer a listening ear and some reading eyes.

kindly,