Pegasus, thank you for your concern
I'm just scared... I'm scared of talking about this, I'm scared of what will happen if I do, I'm also scared of talking about it because I'm not sure if it's to be concerned about, I'm confused. I've been reading posts in the abuse forum for a while to see if I can get my head around it. Someone's posted something very recently that's made me think, yeh this is similar to what I'm going through. Some people have posted links and they pretty much explain stuff too... although I have doubts...
I don't know... I'm just really really confused