This is risky

with the number and amount of meds you are on. Don't throw caution to the wind. You don't want to crash! Talk to your psych, work something out. These meds may seem not to be working, but with a sudden stop, you just may feel the effects of how much they were!
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And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too...I'll see you on the darkside of the moon......