((((((((((((((((( wantto )))))))))))))))))) what's going on? i'm sorry you're feeling so bombarded.
when things get like that a couple of times we've gone to a hotel room. i wouldn't do this unless i felt the body was safe. i would give t and good friend the number, etc. this has worked great. i got everything i needed before i went in for the nite.
i really don't like the thoughts of you being alone, though, not right now anyhow. can you camp out at your friend's house for a nite and tell the kids you'll be unavailable? have friend screen calls for you? i think that would be a better idea right now.
can you tell me what's going on?
love,
kd