((((((((((( needing help )))))))))) Depression is so rough I know I have been there several times, my mother tries to make me feel guilty which to a point works but I have stopped letting her know it is working. Have you checked into free or cheap counseling in your area? I am not really sure who you would call to check this out but it may be worth investigating.
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