thanks gimme. This am i feel a little better. I still cant believe she did that to me. I cant believe that she even cares about me or respects me as a person. That can nit be true. Hanging up on somone is rude. I was being so nice and so honest and she took it all the wrong way. I have given her the benifiet of the doubt before because she has had twins almost a year ago. However this is just to much. So I am doctor less. I left a message at her office not sure what all i said but it was basically I hope you all have fun laughing at the crazy person. I am the nicest person I know. I am so very nice, and I guess I am to crazy and stuck in the past. I should just get over it and then maybe people would respect me.