i Just wanted to let you guys know i am going to have a movie day with my baby girl. I am going to try and make this a better day. The pain is really bad today because well I dont know. It comes and goes. Im not giving up the fight because my stupid dr is a crappy support person. Im shutting down and closing the blinds and trying to gather my fighing spirit back. I am so hurt but I know that the severity of my reaction means I was triggered by her and all my reaction is because she is a poor support person and it reminds me of other stuff. So I am going to find my power hopefully and try and mend my heart enough to make it to monday when I see My reg T K. I will check later for posts. ((HUG)) ((SANNAH)) ((LIFEBLOWS)) i needed a hug so I know when you two sign on you will get these.