Thank you so much, guys... your support means a lot.

My parents and I are working things out between us so that they can help me and I can help myself. It's long-term stuff that kills me, so they'll help with that... and we've set up an old PC in my room so that I can be by myself and work in the quiet, without any internet access to distract me.

Unfortunately, that means I'll have less time to say hi to you all... but I'll keep you updated if you want to know what's going on over here.

I am hopeful that this first and very scary failure will kick my brain into high gear and help me get a move on with getting stuff done and organized. You have to crawl before you walk, right? Maybe this is just teaching me what it feels like to fall down again.