(((((earthmama)))))

You are showing a lot of courage. You are taking an important step.

Should you tail off the "something" instead of going cold turkey to help with the withdrawal? (I don't know if that's an appropriate suggestion or not as I don't know what you're taking.)

When you got your Xanax prescription recently, did you tell your doctor about what else you are taking? It is very important to not mix certain drugs, they can synergistically act to be more powerful than on their own. I hope your doctor had full information before prescribing the Xanax. Please be careful, EM.

I hope your T calls back soon. Hang in there. You are on the road to health.