My first thought was a motel room too. Nobody will know you, you won't know them. If you put a Do not disturb sign up, nobody can come in.
I hope you find the peace you are looking for. I know what it's like to just want to get away to a safe place. Too bad we all didn't have a house we all could go to where just us could go to it.
Big hugs to you.
Love,
RhysMadison