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I wish never have existed, it would be ideal. They would be happy anyway.[/quote]
Anna,
When you say what you said above - I'm hoping it's not saying that you wish you never existed. It wouldn't be ideal, trust me. And NO, they wouldn't be happy anyway. You'll have to trust me on that one too. If I read that wrong, forgive me... if I did read it correctly, please, please be safe - please? I've been on both ends - the one wishing to just be gone forever from this place, this life AND I've been a close relative to one wishing the same thing too... this you are going to have to trust me on... it is NOT ideal and whoever won't be happy any way - you are far more valuable than that. Doesn't feel like it right now, but it's true. Please be safe.
{{{{Anna}}}}
Einna