Nursing school started Monday morning.......and I
it!!!
I never dreamed my life could turn around, that I would go from empty and depressed to so full of life, full of everything
!!! I picked the right nursing school for me, just a simple LPN school instead of RN and I just fit in here, for the first time in my life, I jump in the discussion, welcome the newbies, the teachers seem to look to me, for things like that I love the teachers. I have joined the student nurse association and plan on attending conferences all over with this fine organization
I made friends with a classmate, when I confided my illness with him, turns out he has AIDS so we feel a connection to each other..the work really isn't that hard yet, although we haven't worked on anatomy yet, we've been working with the social workers to get accustomed to school, to the road ahead...we've been doing things like taking personality tests and I scored the highest confidence level.....in the entire class!!
We learned about compensating for things in our lives to make up for lesser parts of our lives..this is how I got so confident, I've been putting efforts into my social life to make up for my lack of career(at least one year till lack of career is OVER!!) And I'm just brimming with happiness, it's simply overflowing...there will still be people who try to bring me down for being my eccentric self yet now I can have some choices, some capital, just some ways to live my life more as I want..............I'm gonna be a pediatric nurse I've decided as people here probably know I lllooooovvvvvee kids soooooo much and if I never get proposed to, at least, and never have my own
at least I will dedicate my life, to healing sick children....