Hi, my name is Greg. I just want you to know I feel your pain. I am in that pool with you. Please don't do anymore than count those pills. My brother-in-law decided tokill himself. He took a 38 to his head. Well it didn't work. He is now in a old folks home, parralized for life. Please try to rember that killing yourself is a permanit soloution to a temp. problem. I don't know if you believe in a higher being, but if you do, remeber we are here for a short time, then paradise. If you kill your self, you take the other door. I will shut up. Take care!!