I just want to add my {hug} here for you. I was in almost the exact same situation a few years ago. My DH is a pharmacist and we owned a drug store. I started self-medicating and did it w/out anybody knowing. When I decided I needed help, I felt ALL of the same feelings you mention. I went thru a very difficult time, but I came out on the other side. YOU WILL TOO. If you ever want to talk about it or need some advice please mssg. me. OK?

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