I actually wrote the, deepest, written account I've ever written in this lifetime in this forum, and the credit goes to all those who wrote me with their unique viewpoints, visions, and hearts.

I refer back to this thread daily, it has become my Bible or so to speak, my framework for where I was once, and every time I read it, I learn a little more..I feel, truly understood here
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=61516