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Originally Posted by ktbug
I can relate to all this thinking. Sometimes, (like today) it seems to consume all my thoughts. It just esculates.
My boyfriend and I hadn't had sex in a few weeks. I immediately start on him about who else he's seeing or sleeping with. Then we fight about why I don't trust him. I just don't understand why I don't trust him. I read the other posts about "signs" but there aren't any. His friends say he's the most loyal guy, but I just can't stop thinking like that. Then I start to think that our relationship isn't going to work and maybe things will be better with another person. He says that he loves me but I won't let him love me.
It drives me crazy that my brain is this way!!
However, I am glad that I found this website and am able to talk with other people.
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oh jeez its like you're reading my mind and writing it down!! {except the most loyal guy part =/ } i hope this kind of thinking stops at some point!
i keep telling myself if we get out of the town were in and move in with eachother it will be better, but i dont know what to do anymore. it seems like the thinking is getting worse and worse!