ty guys... it helps calm me to post here sometimes.
i'm doing better today, calmer... but so confused and unsure
this has brought up big trust issues and i feel so guilty about them. T has ben nothing but kind, gentle and solid... not waivered - ever. i know this is about ME and my past.. but still.. can't help it. T said he knows i can't help it.. but still..
can't deal and i am too swamped, over-booked, over-stressed and a general mess. i lost another 3lbs this week (
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sorry.. im whining now, but this is where i am
i need a vacation somewhere
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“This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” -His Holiness, the Dalai Lama
I will not kneel, not for anyone. I am courageous, strong and full of light. Find someone else to judge, your best won't work here.