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I am stricken by how many people are having a horrific weekend. It isn't a full moon like you would think, though -- it is a waning crescent.
I'm looking at termination straight in the face. Although I'm confused because I DON'T want to believe this, I'm sure that my T is trying to get me to terminate so he doesn't have to do the terminating, which would be more traumatic. Yes, many "I told you so's" are just. I should have known, but instead I trusted my instincts.
My time with T is waning in time as the crescent moon dims to a new moon. The sliver of light reflecting from the moon dissapears along with any hope that I can salvage the therapeutic relationship that I've soured. (I had to try and tie in the moon phase to my situation since it is the title, lol. It needs work, I know! Please forgive me.) I've taken one of the most empathic, caring people and driven him to the brink of insanity. Impressive, huh?
This thread is for all of you Howlers who have had a devastatingly excruciating weekend. The werewolf in me seeks to disregard that the moon has to be full in order for me to transform. I'm debunking that myth and howling at the crescent moon. Won't you join me?
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