Hi Christina,

I'm glad you're finding it easy to not drink. That's great, and I have to admit I'm envious. It is entirely possible that you chose to give up drinking before you became physically / psychologically dependent on it, which just demonstrates good decision making skills.

I wouldn't worry about overanalyzing things though. You were worried about your drinking enough to decide to stop, and a desire to stop drinking is the only requirement to for AA membership.

Good luck at the meeting on Monday. I hope you get something out of it.

Oh and didn't you say that there were meetings on campus once classes started? Have you checked any of them out? It might be easier to be with people your own age.

--splitimage