It has been two years, I think. Two freaking years, I know it's a long time, but it's here, and now I actually see that it's never really been gone. I once thought that it was finally gone and away, that I was cured, but I didn't see that it still was here. I can't get rid of it, whatever I do, I can't help but feeling miserable. I don't know whether this is a good idea or not to post, as I am terribly afraid whether this place is a good place to write what I feel. Wherever I write down the issues, I... Well, the few people I've been talking to in real life says that I should get over it, that I am seeking attention, I never forget what they tell me, and, well. Once my grades were great. They are falling fast, and I just don't feel like doing the work properly, I think, perhaps I just can't keep up with the others in my class. I tried posting about this in another forum, but they simply shooshed me. I don't know... What are you people, can you help me in any way? My father says that I don't need a psychologist, I was seeing one once, and she said... Well, I don't think she helped me properly, I don't know... Perhaps it's my problem, I should get over it, well I might really get the hang of this and pack up and suck all of it up. Should I seek someone, I really don't think it's a good idea of some reason.
Can people in here help me?