Thanks guys. I sure needed those hugs. I really feel like childs forgotten toy right about now. When my ex and I were together I spent 3 years with her and her family during holidays and such. I always felt alone there, but it was still nice to see them. Now that we're not together, my family called the ex to wish her happy birthday and such, but no such courtesies from her family. Shows me how much I ever really meant to them. I guess they just endured me because I was with their daughter/granddaughter/niece/cousin. Oh well.