Oh Pink......everything you say rings so true. It's amazing (in a very sad way) how almost predictable grief is. Everything you mentioned could have been me when I lost a parent. I don't need to tell you that grief comes in stages. Right now it is impossible to believe that you will move on, things will become more normal and you will surivie. BUT......life will never be the same. My heart goes out to you and I wish I could say something to ease your pain. But, I know from experience that it is a lonely, long road.

tulips