No one understands what I've been through,
Its like they don't see the same view as I do,
I rap so I can get through someones cap,
And hopefully someones skull,
My words are painfull and dull,
They say leave your therapist,
I'd like to knock them out with my fist,
She cares she's the only friend I got,
WHen I go to work the only thing in my mind is I got to go see her before I rot,
Days turn in to months now I"m drowsy and wanting to just drive straight and end it all,
I used to be able to stand tall,
Now I fall right down this tube,
Expecting to drive right through the guard rails,
Hopeing I don't suffer rather just instantly kill the pain,
Like it would matter what is my fame?
Hardly anyone even knows my name,
So I sit with her card lying in my hand,
Singing songs to it like I am a band,
Anyways screw it,
I"m gone......

Please help me