Its an old cliche I know, but those things we go thru in life, they make us stronger. They also help us to appreciate more in life. You my dear friend, have gone thru many awful things in your lifetime. Moreso in your most impressionable years. I cannot imagine how difficult seeing all this is for you. But now, I see a woman, who does her best to embrace life, and her husband, her mom , friends and memories of how much you love your family. You've been doing the best you can turning things around .

All of us who experience this demon called PTSD know that it can creep up on us at the worst of times. Its never easy to try to " deal " with it. Even harder not to let it show it affects us in that it never lets us forget what has happened.

I hope you know that no matter where you are, or what you are going thru, we aer here for you . Holding your hand, hugging you, crying with you. We will never let you be alone in all of this . Not like you felt back then.