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I have struggled with the desire to die many times in my life. But, I finally realized that it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Suicide is not a good solution and it will not do anything good. I know you are hurt and very angry and you do not think you can keep on, but you matter and you must not throw away the only life you have got.
As much as life has hurt you do you really want to leave all who know you with such pain and never-ending questions? Why did he do this? Is it my fault? Should I have seen this coming? Why..... Will the pain of this ever be over for us???
Suicide is selfish. I am speaking from my own experience. I had to realize that giving up and killing myself was the meanest thing I could do. It makes me like one of the ones who hurt me sooo deeply. Suicide is cruel and mean.
I care that you hurt and that you can't see anything good coming out of this time in your life. I do get that. But, looking back now on the side of the living I can say that all I suffered is being healed, bit by little bit. I still have tough times but life is good and I AM EXTREMELY GLAD I DID NOT DIE BY MY OWN HAND!
GET HELP NOW Do not ask some poor Highway Patrol Officer to assist you by cleaning up your suicide on the road. Don't ask Emergency Techs and Coroners to package up your remains. Don't ask your family to come and identify your body. That is too cruel.
My brother committed suicide by alcohol and I did have to go through the identification and my last memories of him are not good. It hurt me deeply . What did I do to deserve that from him? I will never know any answers because he took them with him in death.
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  HEALING HAPPENS
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