Welcome to PC Jessica. I am sorry you are struggling so much and feel so bad about yourself. I understand how hard it can be to see how you deserve to feel good.

I am sorry your boyfriend sent you pictures of his SI. You are not responsible for others actions. He is.

It seems that you are experiencing distress in your life right now and often it is beneficial to have someone such as a t to work through things. You may want to seek someone out and see if it helps.

Please take care of you.

BB