Thanks you all. I am feeling better. I sent an email to my counselor. I realized how much that I use this forum to vent my anger at my parents. Not that this is bad, but I have problems feeling the same anger when i talk to my T. I'm not sure why, but its like watered down anger when i talk to her. ANYWAYS..
Thanks you all for understanding and having compassion
Happy Easter/ Resurrection Day / Sunday everyone