Okay, imagine :
1. You're a 22 yr old guy who has severe social anxiety (you've been diagnosed with anxiety disorder by a psychiatrist).
2. You're a virgin. You've never even kissed or hugged a girl. The farthest you've gone with a girl is a handshake.
3. You don't know any girls. You've never been "friends" with a girl. You've always been a loner (not by choice) and you realize that you are socially inept.
4. You are a very unnattractive person and you realize it. You don't even have an impressive "personality".
5. You are sexually "hyper" and you realize that you're a porn addict.
6. "prostitute" is not an option for you (whether for moral reasons or any other).
7. Even if it was an option, it wouldn't really matter because you have a fear of intimacy which wouldn't allow you to be physically close to another person under any circumstances, let alone be physically close while naked.

What would you do? Because I don't think I can go and say all of this to a doctor. The only reason I'm able to post this here is because nobody here knows me and because I'm never going to meet anyone here in person.

Is there anything that you can suggest? Someone once told me that there's some kind of medication available for sexual addiction? Some kind of a pill that does something to your sex hormones so you don't get sexually aroused? And how do you deal with the fact that you're going to have to be involuntarily celibate for the rest of your life?