Well.. Yes, it would be different.. But I just couldn't face having that same teacher again.. It'd suck like anything.. She'd push me out of the group completely and I may as well finish this year as it's only another.. 8 months or so.. I couldn't put myself through college again..

It just completely sucks..

I had an okay day today, I feel like utter crap though and just.. Everyone else is having a s**t day of it too! So now, so many people need me and it's so tough.. But.. I just need to be there for them, it's what I do.. I need to be there for my friends.. They're more important than me at the moment..