no doubt depression sucks stefano.. i hear your pain clearly... at one point in time my dx was a clinical depression so i am at times confused by your statements that there is no cure at times... but not being a pro i know there is a lot i dont understand... but i have to tell you, i have felt as hopeless as any here, attempted suicide a total of 3 times.... 35 years of darkness... there is hope for me... i wish the same for you...