everyone else aren't tired of it... we, here on pc will always listen. And you're family and friends... they're probably frustrated in themselves because they want you to be happy, but can see that you're struggling and they don't know what to do. But, if you hide it from them, they won't know to help you, they won't know you need comforting.
Are you still seeing your T?
((((((purple)))))) I wish I could say something to make all your troubles and pain go away,
Molly