I often wish to turn time back, but it's something that none of us can do unfortunately (((((reddevil))))). But, that doesn't mean we can't wish for the future. I know me saying this is easy and actually doing it is hard, but try to think of what you want out of life, who do you aspire to be? What have you always wanted to do? (maybe write these things down or find pictures of these things and make a collage?... put it somewhere where'll you'll often see it... it may give you the strength to push for those things?)

((((reddevil)))) take care