Luckily, Ryan, I won't lose my home. My parents own our home and we are safe on that front. Someday, it will be my home.

I just don't want new neighbors moving in. We've already had 3...I just don't want more. Heck, I don't want the 3 we have. (I'm such a nice neighbor...lol)

Thank you for caring though. It means a lot that someone can empathize with me.

I guess I am mourning the farm loss...I enjoy having the animals around...especially since I'm not the one doing lamb checks at 2AM or chasing loose cows. I actually enjoy baling season where we're out until 10 bringing in hay bales...and taking dinner to the guys working.