You might be feeling really depressed right now.

But a big part of this right now is your boyfriend and what he did to you. It is NOT right that he did that and sent pictures to you. No matter what he says it was not your fault that he did that.
I don't know him and I can't even begin to judge him or your relationship with him, but in lots of ways it sounds like he's even tying to guilt trip you. Please correct me if I'm wrong. It's one thing if he just shows you, but another if he's like.... "look what you did to me, here's proof of how much you hurt me now you'd better take back what you said".... "you're the bad one not me".... it sounds like it might be a manipulative situation to me.

And people who love each other shouldn't try to do thta so PLEASE don't blame yourself for his cutting in any way.

What you're feeling may be depression, it might be tough situations in your life, it might be both. Hard to tell without knowing you, etc, but regardless you're welcome here.

Let me know how it goes with your boyfriend.
If you ever need to talk to someone pm me or post or something

*hugs*

oh ya - and as far as seeing someone about it, it can't really hurt that much to see someone. Don't expect it to be an automatic fix - it won't be - but at the very least it could be someone to talk to, or just help you figure out what you need to do

*hugs again*