I have a strange (.)(.) phobia - Can't stand for anything to touch them. It makes me want to shoot out of my skin. I couldn't even breast feed my kids because it freaked me out and I certainly can't stand for my husband to get near.

No real memory why I feel this way. I was abused growing up but most of what I remember was verbal such as telling me how pretty I was (at 10) or watching dirty TV while dinner was being served, such as that.

Is this a PTSD issue? I can't state enough how strong my reaction is to that sensation. The funny part, it's only with people I'm familiar with. Back when I was single and first dating, it never bothered me, only once we were together a while or with my kids which is the part I'm most sad about.