l really wishl had all the answers to our questions but hunny l still searching for those answers.
Just remember it was them that was sick and evil and twisted
IT WAS NOT YOU you were only a tiny child who wanted and neded to be protected but was so badly let down and so badly hurt
BELIEVE ME IT WAS NOT YOU ................IT WAS THEM WHO WAS IN THE WRONG.............WHY????THEY DO IT........................DONT THINK WE WILL EVER FIND OUT HUNNY.......................WE JUST HAVE TO CONCENTRATE ON HEALING US SO WE CAN PUT AWAY THESE PAINFUL MEMEORIES.

The flashbacks , the nightmares the constant triggers it weras us down seek help from a professional so they can help you bring these things under control. I know it all so hard and that every day is a struggle but together WE CAN DO THIS...........WE CAN HELP EACH OTHER............

DONT FORGET I AM HERE I WILL LISTEN AN HEAR IF YOU NEED TO THEN CALL.................SOMETIMES IT HELPS JUST TO SAY IT TO SOMEONE....
KEEP ON WITH THOSE SMALL STEPS............the rest will follow

Take care hunny
Mandy xxxxx