Is it artificial hormones you want to stop? Or do you mean your natural hormones? In either case, is there something your gynocolegist could do to control your levels? If you're taking hormones, could you stop, or try different ones? If you aren't, maybe you could try a drug that would suppress your hormones? I'm just thinking outloud... I hope you have a good gyno and can get some help. And if you don't have a good gyno, can you switch docs? I'm so sorry you are not feeling well these days.