I've gone through something like this with my T as well. Particularly because one of my abusers was a counselor in my teens...and here I am sitting with this counselor... eeek! Sometimes I know I just totally lose reality, and I think "here we go again". It seems like since we've worked through that particular trauma, that feeling has lessened, though.

T and I spend a lot - A LOT - of time on building trust and safety. I mean a lot. I agree with Miss C - maybe this is something you need to talk about, and talk about, and talk about, and talk about. It's part of what makes therapy SO slow, but it's part of the process, I think.