I've talked about it before to a therapist and I got really bad for a while - Again, cannot pinpoint anything upsetting but I would start having horrible racing thoughts, kind of like losing control of my mind. It's hard to explain. I've found if I submerge my head under water, just enough to cover the ears, I'll calm down after a while.

Anyway, since it was making me feel out of control, I've chosen NOT to talk about it any more. Now my marriage is in jeopardy and this is one of his issues - not the boobs only but my "rules" in the bedroom being so strict. REALLY not looking forward to addressing all this again as I now have three little people who depend on me and I can't fathom being like I was when I tried to talk about it before and still being the mother I want to be.