Thank you guys for the wonderful replies. I was in a really bad place last week. I cut myself for the first time and then i realized that its not worth it...so i cut all my hair off and put on a new attitude and well life is really good right now. and ya sannah, i need some personal boudaries, which ive been working on really really hard. and iamtwilight haha its says, "I love you" Korean is a pretty cool langiuage im trying my hardest to learn itt. and junearin i appreciate u sharing ur story with me. I am glad i have common ground with u and that u were comfrotable enought o share ur story with me
thanks for everything guys
take care, sarah