Brian offers great advice...porn is a substitute,,an illusion,,unreal..it works with fantasy and does offer a form of control...
But it is primarily selfish when used alone and in secrecy.
I remember when Paul Newman was asked about his long term marriage and how it managed for over 50 years when so much temptation was about...
He said..
" Why go out for hamburger,,when I have steak at home?"
I'm sorry you feel like hamburger...
With care,
Lenny