(((Orange)))) i wish so much that healing and peace would come in the form we each desire for ourselves... if i could.... well... i want you to know that all works out the way it should for whatever reason.. please remember you matter and obstacles, while difficult, can be overcome.. dont give up on all the things you wanted to do.. just adjust the way you were going to do them.. keeping up with changing conditions will keep us in step for the next best thing to happen... your cheer and disposition is still going to carry you far... you will soon adjust to this new situation and your fighting spirit will keep you going... sending as much hope and care as the net can carry..