(((Wanttoheal))))
You are not whining. It is OK to ask for what you need. In fact I hope you can take some time and go to this place before you "really" need to. Do you know what I mean? That makes it so much easier.
When you say no one cares "here" I hope you are not talking about here at this forum because we really do care. Those with you probably don't understand. Most people don't. That is why you have to determine what your needs are and take your time and space that you need.
You are worth it Wanttoheal. I hope I am making sense here. The brain is marginal today.
If you need somebody to talk to please feel free to pm.
Take care of you.
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