Thank you ((((multipixie9)))) and ((((wanttoheal)))).
I am going to take your advice and not read anything more. I found some stuff on one website that scared me and made me very sad for several days. So your advice is well noted.

One question: Do you have bad anger built up in you from the past that you are aware of ? It has been suggested to me that I have it, but I have no feelings or memories about it. I am like a locked box.

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