I left my therapist last December and returned to restart my therapy today. I can't explain to her my fears and lack of trust because honestly there was not a reason. Basically with my illness I find it hard to open up to others, to share myself with others, to be myself with others and just talk in general. My son will be moving home with me in December and I know I need the support of a therapist so I got started ahead of time to lock in that system. Sorry this is such scattered thinking, it's not easy starting a new website and opening up. (oh shucks, there goes that lack of trust thing LOL)