(thepainneverdies))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
If your body is telling you out of pain it is hungrey...trust me it needs food.
Food and water are the gas that makes you live and breath
With out your body will be in big trouble...
You have to want to eat for you ...no one else but you...
Peg is right ...you may want to call your drs.
There are also links on eatting disorders..which may or may not help you...

My son went threw this he lost over 100lbs...
He saw himslef as still over weight. would get on the scales with weights in his pockets. So i would think he had gained weight....
What he did not know was I had been there done that years ago when i was younger......
WHat I had thought was ppl will love me more if i am the perfect weight...
What i reliazed after a ulcer and being not well at all......
Was no one can love me if i am no here......
Also after much thought with in me I learned Its ok to be me...
In fact being me is the only choice i have...
Please get help ....it sounds like connor loves you very much and your friends too..
My thoughts will be with you
Muffy