((((TJ))))

yes, and very hard work too! no, i do not feel "enough", but i don't feel bad about it. he can tell me i'm just enough for him and i'll believe him for maybe.. two days? and start feeling like crap again.

i thought it was some thing i could work on when i get to go to psychotherapy. but now i figured i could go to check out ebay for some self-improvement books on that subject. around here such sources are scarce. even the library is pathetic =)

thanks for saying that. it's all gloriously true, too. i knew it, but i always forget it.

it's weird how we know what the problem is, but don't always know how to work on it. argh. the joys of being human!

hugs,
twilight